Aiming for that “passionately and sincerely” type of livin’
One of the most important semesters in my college (read: life, according to my daddy) career is underway!
It’s been such a revealing summer and autumn thus far… What will enfold from here on out? Enfold. What a word. The unraveling of His plans and purposes.
Current state of that crazy combination of heart, mind and soul:
- Trembling with excitement
- Fearing the unknown
- Dancing with hope
- Awaiting in expectation
Oxymoron(ic), vague, and clichéd, it’s true.
But behind them, a personal vulnerability that’s between myself, my Counselor and a precious few that have patiently listened and guided.
Penned-or ‘typed’ if you prefer to be technically correct…but ’tis not as lovely a word-onto a blog so that I have constant reminderings! Which, as per usual, is yet another un-word that only makes perfect sense in my mind. :)
Going to try something new as well as to be more “passionate and sincere” in what I already think, say, do. Quite a few things. As someone I greatly admire once said, “What am I doing living my life so halfheartedly!” Honestly, it’s tiring to live this way. Discouragement, fear and insecurity ruling over every thought is not what I’m meant for. So no longer will I live this way. No. Longer.
He’s done the unimaginable for me so I’m going to fully accept this Grace once and for all, let it seep into the pores of my heart, and live boldly for my Daddy’s glory. Save me every day, God. Please, give me more of You.
God’s got me. He’s got you too. We’re safe there.
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